well.. its late by 1 day... but i still to wish baby a happy 17months tgt with me.... hoho.... 17 months... hmm... say long not long... say short not short... well... its time to tink back n c how it has been for us tis 17 months tgt...
i could still remember... i wasnt really good with words all the time... so i always nv say the 3 words tt often... haha.. well she was complaining i din say them... haha... well, i've changed... haha.... i'll say them to u everyday baby..... haha....
there were small quarrels between us once in a while... well... those were the little teeny weeny times where i would jus sit there.... hoho... i dun like to quarrel u noe... haha.... we always spend alot of time tgt... i jus wish there were more than 24 hrs each day.... >.<
we went to genting... had lots of fun.... other than the 7hrs bus trip... haha... slept alot then.... KL... gai gai arh... watch movie... eat at the hawker center there.... played the mini roller coaster... haha... eat pizza hut... haha... if only i am richer... we could go on more holidays with the rest as well.... haha.....
last but not least.... happy 17months again baby... haha... more months ahead!!! years!!! decades!!! centuries!!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!! haha... i love u baby... ^^
bleahhhh. . .
11:25 AM
well... gonna keep this post short... went for field camp... 4 days 3 nights.... overall it was ok... haha...engrossed in a game now.. phantasy star.... hoho.... i go play game lo... XD
11:09 AM
jus ended my call with baby... she was crying...... YES she IS... my heart jus broke... wo zui ai de baby was crying.... wat the hell happened? its her mum again... yes... her mum... she always told me things bout her mum... but i always tell her.. no matter wat... she's ur mum... but these coming weeks... her mum was getting from bad to worse.... baby told her to keep some $$ for her school fees... right after her mum tio 4D or something... but in the end... she didnt keep it for her... 650 bucks... baby haf to fork it out all by herself for her school fees... there's no way she could do it.. she can barely feed herself with the current amount of pay she got from working.... she always complain about her mum... i told her again... she's ur mum wat... but now... lets forget it... will UR mum ever not pay for ur school fees? will UR mum ever throw u to fend for urself when u r 18 yrs old for ur school fees? well, her mum did... she threw baby into a pile of debt by asking her to borrow $$ from the bank... whereas she threw all the money onto her son... u might tink... sons.... better... watever shit... let me get this straight... if u cant raise 1 child financially, dun raise 2... either 1 will suffer ALOT.....I hate to say tis but whenever her mum calls me 男性朋友, i feel fugged up... I REALLY DO.... y isit u cant accept me as ur daughter's boyfriend? m i really TT useless in ur eyes? do U even noe me? well, in the current society... if u wan ur daughter to find a boyfriend with car, stay in a big house, rich n stuff..... at the age of 20.... U'RE DREAMING.... unless ur daughter manage to hook up with some spoilt brat of a rich family lor..... U CAN CONTINUE DREAMING.... spoilt brat will nv b ur daughter's taste.... i dun really care about anything now... i jus wan baby n my happy family n friends.... my baby's case is getting from bad to worse... i jus hope tt i will get support from my family n friends if one day something is gonna happen to baby like she leaves her house or wat... cos i really tink its gonna happen real soon... my baby has no stand in the house... no say in the house... n perhaps... she is invisible in the house.... as though she nv existed....to baby.. u always worry tt i will go for other gals when i ord... n go to study... i promise u... i will not... i will love only u... i WILL marry u... its jus a matter of time... money is an issue.. i wanna really use my own $$ to marry u... set up our own family.. if possible... using only my own money from my acc.... i hope u will understand where my concerns come from.... really baby.. trust me.... i will nv ever leave u... i love u... i will stand by u no matter wat happens....some things r meant to b left a secret.... well for tis issue... i rather more ppl noe bout it n take a stand on watever is right to them.... there r so many things my baby's mum has done tt i cannot n will nv forgive... its jus not right.... i jus hope tt everything will come to a happy ending... baby marry me... prob no more contact with her mum.... the only good thing is prob tt she gave birth to my baby... n how she treated her till until her bro is born... tt is prob the only things i can thank her for....
2:03 AM
waaaaaaaaaaa haoooooooooooooo leiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... zzZZzz... roarrr... whole week.... i've been goin for COC... change of command parade.... its OMG lor... hot hot sun everyday... now... i have 1 straight line on my forehead!!!!!!!!!! im like 10 times darker now!!!! omg omg... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i've turned tanned!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i dun really like being tanned... cos my whole body got different shades of skin colour... some parts red... some parts brown... some parts yellow... some parts pale white... omgz... im like a messed up person... roarr... all becos of the parade.. diaoz... i practically spent my whole week at the parade... then after the actual parade, we had to prepare our vehicles for next week FTX... full troop exercise... haiz... lei si arh... roarrr.... well... after tt, i was prepared to stay in till sat to lowload my vehicle... but.....changed to 1pm......... i was like totally wtf..... kena owned...i booked out tt night, went home to rest... when i heard...................... there might b turnout......... i was like WTF..................................................i booked in on sat... mount up rest of the test set materials... then lowloaded my vehicle... wanted to get a lift from someone to somewhere near my house... but then............... in the end... after waiting for 30+min... he came over to sugei gedong... n said bu shun lu... then..... ok loooooooooooooooooooooooo......... luckily.... staff ivan offered to giv me a lift... whew... was i lucky or wat.. hehe... i was rushing for time... i had a movie to catch... hai hao got staff ivan... thanks alot!! haha... went home.. had a quick bath... ate some food from uncle kah choon and hui ling's bday food... hoho... after cutting their bday cakes, we left for west mall...MUMMY 3!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!! lolx...HAPPY BDAY UNCLE KAH CHOON AND HUI LING!!!!! hehe...mummy 3well... jet li was the dragon emperor.... his scenes were quite few i can say.. cos most of the time it was the 3D dragon emperor.... michelle yeo oso had a few scenes only... overall... the ang mohs were still the main focus.. which was good... there was tis gal... some ninja gal from the begginning... hoho.. v pretty.. she seems pretty familiar.. baby told me she was the gal from kungfu... the steven chow's movie... i tink she really is... she's so pretty.... hohoho.. =x well... the movie was not bad... several funny scenes... i like it... hahaha....went home after the movie... then had a nap hugging baby... hoho... if only i could hug her n sleep everynight... so comfortable... XD now... watching wo cai lo.... nuting much le wor... haha. mayb i'll blog again tml.... hoho.... FTX soon.... zzZZzz... hope everything will go fine.....
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